any yoga routines you guys have in mind that you would recommend? Every yoga video I see is a 30minute routine😭

This is a painting I did of the sun setting over the Oregon coast. It's a Christmas gift for my mom. She grew up in Oregon and we all spent our summers up there growing up. It has always been a magical place for me. The forests, the ocean, the misty atmosphere, the seafood. A far cry from the desert where I live now. When I think about being there, on that beach, watching that sunset - I am experiencing all those things now, in the present moment. When I think about going to work tomorrow and the things I have to do, that is happening now, not tomorrow. The only experience we can ever have is now. All thoughts, emotions, feelings, being itself, happens now. Now is eternal.

While watching this video by rey "God did not put you here to be good" I realised how much my life decisions are effected by people around me, just keep them happy, satisfied and pleased. This morning I skipped my meditation and just sit in silence, very early in the morning, I was just looking around and feeling the peace. From my last post i learned a lot, I'm carrying too much pressure, fear, guilt, expectations and responsibilities. I just surrender and give them all to god 😊🙌🏼 i bring back my power. Nobody can scare me, not even my parents, society, or their rule and culture. Recently from last few months I was in rush to start content creation, to connect with people, to shoot my life to present myself as a niche. I was handling tons of syallabus from college, too much pressure for entrence exams. Not anymore, today I realised this year is going to end soon, i need to create difference now. Without any expectations and responsibilities I'm giving myself permission to rest, to choose what I feel intrested in, to love, to talk with myself. In my family I'm the only person who is interested in spirituality, I'm different form them, I have some goods and bads, but in all these... instead of connected to god, when did I start beating myself to fit in the perfect mold of spiritual and peaceful girl?? That video really helped me. And now I'm not beating myself anymore. Today I cried a lot. I'm just sitting around here and there and thinking. It's time to choose who really I am and stop with this ego and beliefs drama. I'll update you all with my new journey in next post 😊🤗 And thanks rey, your video opened my eyes it's just me and God. Nothing else. God bless you all ❤️‍🩹 Ruru ;)