yesterday I found myself in a simple conversation
it was about a small conflict between neighbors
nothing important
and yet… something in me started to move
even though I was standing in front of someone who was peaceful
I noticed thoughts arising
subtle… but taking sides
justifying… building a quiet story inside
and with that… something shifted
the connection faded
a quiet emptiness appeared
even those closest to me
felt distant
empty
even my wife… suddenly felt far away
and thoughts came
heavy… and not very clear
until I saw it
and in that moment
something changed again
there was a quiet return
a soft feeling of being forgiven
Father…
only in You I trust
please… save my soul
Your will be done
have mercy on me
a sinner
amen