My catalyst moment was when I went to an international competition as a professional helping 2 of my students compete. It was the 1st time I ever has to categorize myself as a "professional" because the definition is, you get paid to teach, which at the time, had a lot less expectation attached to it. What happened next, I couldnt prepare for. Unlike the other years when I competed as a student, I never paid attention to the competition. But for some reason that day, I did. I all of a sudden froze. I did the worse thing I could do for my students. I gave no inkling that this was a safe environment. Instead, I showed a very human side of myself. FEAR. Fear that I did not prepare them enough. Fear that we should have focused more on musicality than a memorized turn pattern.. From then on, I pledged that I would not just focus on movement technique, but also inspire creativity promote awareness and prioritize connection to the music, ourselves and each other to decide what happens next. That day, I decided I was never going back to the competition world until I knew confidently that I would be the best coach for them. Going forward, I want to know I am doing my best to provide the best service to those who brought themselves to the salsa world. That of course starts with the music.