Hello everyone ! I hope everyone's doing good It's been a minute since you guys heard from me on this channel . I was not busy I was just distracted . I took this step to go back to my old good habits that were my only focus in summer , like reading , journaling , hobbies In this month of January until today , I got so trapped in social medias , because I met this guy and we became online best friends , so we used to talk everyday But that kind of thing overwhelmed me easily now , and also kind of triggered my traumas because I got a little attached to him . But here we go , time to focus on myself and build a future that only me can achieve . Rockstar me is calling gotta answer !! Also I try to focus on my health because it has been decreasing for the last month and a half . Anxiety and some other health problems Now I need to start exercising so I will get healthier in my body . Thanks everyone for reading til the end . I appreciate you

Hey everyone! Glad to be here and in the tribe. I didn’t really know what to say for my first post, chat, whatever you wanna call it. Anyway, I was just wondering if anyone’s been through anything similar and especially if anyone has some advice for this situation, anyway to the point. I’ve had some concerns with my girlfriend and her family cause she’s been doing maybe 90% of everything for her family. Now I get it if they need it in a pinch or if they just need her to get them something or something like that, but this is just every. Single. Day. Genuinely all year she’s cooking their food, cleaning the whole house and she’s caring for her younger siblings while her mums just sitting around and reaping the benefits. Her mum doesn’t even let her out the house half the time. It’s gotten to the point where she’s using self harm (sh) religiously, granted she hasn’t been able to stop shing since she was a child as that’s how long she’s been doing everything for her family. This could just be me being paranoid but I’m really concerned for her safety and welling. If you have any questions or need any more context just ask and I’ll tell you whatever you need to know. Thanks even for just reading this far!

Happy Friday everyone! As we have gone through the first week of February, I know that there were plenty of things to take away from this week. I was not able to live up to the standards set for myself and I was stuck in bad habits again, such as lust, downing multiple energy drinks throughout the day, binge-gaming, binge-eating, and binge-watching videos. These are the primary symptoms of overstimulation and poor mental health for me and I have been sleep deprived and drained of energy. This is why I must take dopamine detox and mental health practices more seriously in order to find a way out of my comfort zone and step into my calling. Being too comfortable has kept me stuck and has kept me away from understanding my salvation as a man of Christ. I must find a way out of this to step into the light of Christ and to understand my salvation. This will help me to walk as a man of Christ and to overcome sin. Therefore, your prayers and guidance throughout this time would be appreciated here. Doing these things will help me have a clearer vision and I will be able to live by faith, and I will be better encouraged to have a better structure throughout my life and I will have a drive to do the important things. The way I see it, I’m only getting started here. With that being said, I shall take this time to know my salvation and my purpose better as the days go by. And I shall have faith and patience throughout this process. Let’s do this! God Bless you all and you all have a blessed and peaceful weekend! Peace be with you all✌🏻🕊️🙏🏻🫂💓💗❤️✝️

It’s been a while since y’all heard from me, but this week has gone at a fast pace for me and I have a lot of school work I need to complete and catch up on. The biggest thing is that I have been struggling to focus on God and keep my eyes on Him, and after my latest fall on Monday night, I know that my biggest losses have been a result of isolation and giving into unholy entertainment, as these have been keeping me distant from the Lord. Despite all that, I know God is still here with me an it’s thanks to this that I am still in this, and by His grace, I will push through and get back on track. With that being said, I shall take His hand and rise to the occasion, and I shall flee from all evil and run towards my calling from God and to reestablish that deep connection with God. This way, I will be able to serve God well and serve His other creations well in all my endeavors to make God proud. Prayers that I live by my words and to do God proud God Bless you and peace be with you✌🏻🕊️🙏🏻🫂💗❤️✝️

Beginning this new week, I have been struggling to find my rhythm and direction, especially after reflecting on my worst moments and experienced immense grief after bringing them to the light. At the same time, I’ve had struggles with trying to carry on after reflecting on these things as they have been very hard for me to grasp. Therefore, I ask for prayers to get back on track and to find positive and joyful activities to engage in and that I find ways to create joyful memories. So prayers would be appreciated here. Thank you all and may you all have a blessed week🙏🏻🫂💗