Understanding Trauma by Patrick Boulan
Non-Duality and Trauma. This article by Patrick forms part of a more extended discussion in our classroom, "Shangriballa Method" Understanding Trauma and integrating it is very much part of non-dual states of awareness. It is essential to understand that trauma is not in the event we have to face, but in the unfinished response of our nervous system and emotions to that event. Trauma can be the consequence of a shock in the face of an extreme or harrowing situation, but it can also be the consequence of a more gradual process when a child is faced with adversity, or when their needs are not met, or when they are hurt. This is known as developmental or complex trauma. Etymologically, the word trauma comes from the Greek Trauma, which means injury. But the injury is not in what happened to us but in what happened within us in reaction to what happened to us. We can, therefore, define trauma as a fixation or blockage of our nervous system's natural response to a situation that threatens our physical, psychological, emotional, or energetic balance. When faced with a highly adverse situation, the autonomic nervous system triggers a chain reaction that sets up a fight, flight, or freeze response. This reaction simultaneously creates significant energy charges in the body and a range of emotions. But if the situation is perceived as too dangerous or unsettling, or if it generates too high a level of insecurity, or if it causes an internal reaction that is experienced as too strong, too violent, too intense, or too disturbing, or if it leaves us feeling too helpless or destabilised, then our whole being contracts around the experience because we feel threatened in our ability to restructure ourselves or to survive. Because of this contraction, the response initiated by the nervous system to the situation remains constrained and cannot be fully executed. The nervous system can no longer work towards its return to equilibrium and its regulation. Furthermore, the energy charges, emotions, and feelings evoked by the system's activation cannot unfold normally either and are prevented or repressed, unable to find their resolution.