Different type of Reactivation, maybe? · Shangriballa

Different type of Reactivation, maybe?

I just moved into a new apartment in Spain yesterday and this first night I have a dream. One of my childhood friends was saying something like "All that thinking, where will it lead to other than to more thinking?" We were starting to walk separate ways and he was almost teasing me about it. And it felt very real as I was walking away, and at the same time I wanted to double check if it was me imagining walking, or if I actually was walking. I then realize that it's me imagining walking and it was like the dream got washed away, I notice I'm in a bed but it's too dark to see anything. Then a pattern of a green mandala starts spinning at the specific point I'm looking, following wherever I would look, and I feel my chest/body starting to rise into the air like when we had the retreat. I start to smile and am curious as to what is about to happen next. Then because I'm curious I try to see if I can lift my hand and when I try to do it, it feels like my entire body is being shaken from side to side like a flickering screen tuning out. Then my hand was up and everything was back to normal. When I looked at the clock I had only slept 30 minutes. I was like, this was a really fun experience, could that be god in some kind of way trying to say something to me and after a few minutes I was a little worried if it would be more crazy if I continued to sleep in this new place.

I have no clue what triggered it, what you would call it or if anyone else has experienced something like it. Do you or someone you know have any idea of how to make sense of it?

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