Good afternoon everybody! ☀️ I’ve had it in my heart to share a couple of testimonials with y’all! I’ll try to make them brief but still honoring God’s details 🫡 For weeks I have felt on fire with the Holy Spirit, just so encouraged and grateful, constantly moving forward past any challenges. Tuesday, traffic was horrible but I tried to keep a good attitude and focus on God on the way to Recovery graduation. When I arrived it was extremely crowded, everyone was trying the best they could to roll with punches and the unexpected details of the event. At this point I was just trying to hold on to dear life and not get overstimulated, however my class was sitting all the way at the front and the volume of the amps was turned on louder than usual. After 3 minutes I ran to the bathroom, hoping I could just hide out there for a little bit, but it was so loud it reached to the bathroom so I left, I went home. My phone was dying. Had no distractions or vices or nothing on me. I just headed home. I was crying and talking to God, driving to the other end of town. I’m 2 minutes down the road from my house, accepted defeat, and my small group leader dms me saying “Come back, the devil is a liar, it’s just starting” I text her back while the song “God, turn this around” comes on shuffle” “I’m 20 mins away” I quickly make the decision to turn around, and God just makes a way. Traffic is getting out of the way now, the music is on point. I’m RUNNING back to God 🏃♀️ I didnt feel 100% being back in the room, but it was manageable, God never gives more than we can handle. I honestly did not know what had really happened… until Wednesday’s Coaching Call ☎️ when Lupe had said that your ego will make a last ditch effort in order to survive if you’re starving and killing off your ego… I was like wow… that’s what happened…