what drained me the most Besides the many Doctors visit I had. Dealing with toxic people. When I am trying to help solve an issue and I am getting yelled at like its my fault or when people just don't understand the process no matter how many times you explain it to them. They want it when they want it. In the Masonic order we don't get paid for chairing a committee we do it for the love of the organization at least that is why I do it not for fame, titles or chairs.