Today my heart💔 is so heavy. It’s my anniversary and I’m supposed to be happy, right? Because that day nine years ago I got to marry my soul mate. Our fathers were still alive. So many possibilities on the horizon. 🌅A new life.
But…today I do not feel like celebrating. And I’m sad. 🎭This should be a happy day for me. But the impending doom I feel and knowing that hatred has won…for now at least…I’m just sad.
My husband 🤵whom I love dearly won’t even acknowledge it because he knows how upset I am and just wants me to focus on the joy of the day. Most times I can do that.
Today I just needed a space where I could voice my sadness 😢so that I can begin to process it and begin to move forward. But today I give myself the grace to feel the feels.
Feel whatever it is when you’re feeling it. And move forward.⏩
Much love to all 💞💞💞