The Alchemy of Redemption: From Sexual Service to Sacred Purpose

Well fam... It's my first time ever sharing my story somewhere public... Thank yoy for reading, thank you for letting us be, thank you for this safe space to surrender and share our stories. With a lot of love and ligth in my heart, I share my story with you my beautiful soul sisters and brothers!!💖

Before

I was born into an environment that taught me how I had to be. I was molded into something that wasn’t truly me. Growing up in a strict religious sect, I was surrounded by rules, guilt, and fear — learning to feel unworthy of the love of my family and god if I didn’t obey.

At a very young age, my innocence was taken, shaping the way I saw my body and myself — as an object, not as sacred. From childhood, I lived in parallel worlds, wearing masks, lying to myself and to everyone around me, unsure of who I really was.

I was bullied and rejected, both at school and within the religion. It broke something inside me. Depression took root early, disconnecting me from my essence. The judgment I carried for being “someone fake” was eating me alive.

Crisis

When I turned 18, my mother asked me one day: “Elina, why don’t you talk to us? Why do you isolate yourself like we don’t exist?”

I broke down completely. I told her everything: the pain, the abuse, the bullying, the years of silence. I cried for everything I had never said. I felt lost, broken, and without any will to live.

Chase

A few months later, I couldn’t bear the lies anymore. I decided to leave Finland and move to Spain. Distance gave me courage, and I told my family everything.

I revealed my true beliefs, my decisions, and my desire for freedom. I left the strict religious sect, the cost was high: I lost my family, friends, and community. I fell into a deep emptiness, but I stayed strong, because freedom and sovereignty meant more to me than approval or my family.

I realized I was alone, completely. No one to lean on, no safety net. Just me and my pain. From now on, I didn't have the opcion to fail, it was time to survive.

Conflict

I couldn’t face my fears.I hid them behind another mask — “I’m fine, those things are in the past.” But my body was screaming: chronic pain, illnesses, and acne appeared to deliver messages my soul needed me to hear. Deep down, my soul was begging to be seen. I kept wondering if peace could only be found in death — and many times, I tried. But thank God, my angels always “saved” me.

I drowned in addictions — drugs, alcohol, sex, and easy money. I searched for love in all the wrong places. I sold my energy, my body, and my soul — creating adult content, working as a sex worker, and even selling drugs — thinking I was surviving, when in truth, I was slowly dying, sinking deeper into darkness. I didn’t value my body. I didn’t respect it. And in that world of shadows, I let others to do the same with me.

And yet, even in that abyss, I found something within me — a wild, raw strength that refused to let me go.

Breakthrough

One day, after coming home from work, I had a horrible experience that shattered me.I looked in the mirror and couldn’t recognize myself. Where was my essence? Where was the little girl Elina — always smiling, shining, dancing, and loving?

I screamed, I cried, I fell to the ground, and I begged:

“God, help me. I’m lost. I don’t know who I am. Either show me a way to heal… or take me away.”

Days later, the answer appeared: Reiki. That single word changed everything. I began to practice it, and little by little, I started to heal.

My body, my emotions, my spirit — all began to come back to life.I learned to forgive, to love, and to feel again. And I realized that my purpose was never to escape my past, but to alchemize it into light — first for myself, and then to help others.

After

My life changed completely.I left addictions and my old work behind, and devoted myself fully to my own healing.I spent two years in my own cave — facing every shadow until I could finally embrace my light and love myself fully.

As I began to witness the healing that was happening within me, I made a promise to the Source — that I would devote my whole life to helping others heal and become their truest, highest selves. Now I have a mission, and nothing can stop me. My purpose is clearer than ever, and I will continue walking this path with devotion and faith.

Now, I live in service to the Divine — helping others heal, guiding them to reclaim their energy, awaken their vital force, and embody it; to reconnect with their truth and remember their sovereignty, freedom, and power.I became the woman I once prayed to be.

My greatest transformation has been becoming sovereign over my own energy — the creator of my reality, the embodiment of unconditional love and freedom.

And to you, who read this, I say:

No darkness can ever defeat you.

When you remember you are light, everything transforms.

Allow it. Accept it. Recognize it. Love it.

From the ashes… we rise.❤️‍🔥

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