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Journal Entry — “Being a Beginner Feels Heavy"
Today I realized something difficult
looking at my daily journal feels hard because it shows me where I’m struggling.
It points at all the areas I feel I’m lacking, and maybe that’s why I’ve been avoiding it.
I thought journaling would be easy, but it’s not.
It forces me to face things I usually ignore.
I'm trying to be consistent, but I’m also carrying too much at once — learning new skills, trying to start freelance work, managing house responsibilities, kids’ school, and my own emotional ups and downs.
It feels like everything around me is already settled and perfect, and I’m the only one starting from zero.
Sometimes it seems like there’s no room left for beginners, and continuing feels really heavy.
I’m learning to accept that this phase is hard because I’m growing.
And growth doesn’t look clean -
Also I need advice on how to to continue on certain areas
And is there a possibility to talk to somebody privately who understands this stuff. I need to get some stuff sorted out.
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Journal Entry — “Being a Beginner Feels Heavy"
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