Back after a LONNGGG pause in Journalling!
I owe $1,000,000; not to a bank, not to anyone else. To my future self.
Every dollar I earn chips away at it.
Until now I have paid off $594;
The Remaining Balance = $999,405
📊 Further monetary updates will be given Weekly - $
🎯 What I'm building this month:
- Grow BajWave through outreach: minimum 25 messages a day across every platform
- Grow my Organic Wild Sidr Honey brand earnings from PKR 12,500 → 65,000, then launch a subscription/auto-delivery model for returning customers next month
- Get accountable with my time
- Get better at communicating by recording daily looms
🛏️ Sleep Log:
Slept = 2:30 AM
Woke = 9:00 AM → napped 9:40
Woke-up again = 1:00 PM
Sleeping past 2 AM is becoming a pattern. Missing Fajr, let alone praying it in jama'ah. This has to change.
⏱️ How the day went:
9:00 AM — Woke up, Posted about my Sidr Honey's final batch of last year on all socials
9:40 AM — Slept again
1:00 PM — Woke up, freshened up
1:30–2:10 PM — Called a friend + finished one component of university assignment
2:10–3:15 PM — Wasted time (including Zuhr 2:30–2:45)
3:15–3:45 PM — Packaged honey for bhai 3:50–4:20 PM — Went to tailor, couldn't reach Haroon bhai
4:40–6:20 PM — Went to my animal + received a message from an old sir interested in buying honey
6:40 PM — Lunch
7:05–7:20 PM — Maghrib
7:30–7:50 PM — Replies + sent Sidr honey sample to Haroon bhai via InDrive
7:55–8:50 PM — Desk + meeting with , @Huzaifa , bhai & bhai 8:50–9:15 PM — Isha
9:20–10:15 PM — Meeting with Ahsan bhai & Umair bhai
10:20–11:45 PM — Dinner + sat with family
11:50 PM–12:10 AM — Meeting with Umair bhai & @Arham
1:00 AM — FIFA with younger brother, then sleep
💡 Honest take ➖ Negative:
- 3 meetings done.
- Honey sample dispatched.
- Old sir reached out about honey — organic interest is building.
- Got one uni assignment component out of the way too. Real movement.
💡 Honest take ➕ Positive:
- Sleep routine is broken.
- Sleeping at 2:30 AM means Fajr goes every single day.
- That's the thing that has to fix first — everything else builds on top of it.
✅ Tomorrow's priorities
- Sleep by 12:30 AM — wake for Fajr in jama'ah
- 25+ outreach messages across all platforms
- Follow up with old sir on honey order
- BajWave team follow-up
Paying Back the Million · One day at a time