It will not be easy as my heart will ache. My mami and my daughter will be together forever celebrating their day in Heaven. I Love You! 💛 I Miss You! 😔 Mami 💙💙💙💙💙

Each day we go on without our child. With Mother’s Day coming up, our hearts break again. The loss plays over in our heads. We cry seeing others with their child. Some of us are fortunate to have other children. We never stop including our angel child. Those who only had one child to leave will cry even harder. How can you help someone on this day?

I Love this picture of my mother. The other night, I had a dream with my mom. It woke me up out of a sound sleep. I was sooooo Happy! But then it hit me. Mother’s Day was coming! That’s when I wept in silence not to wake my husband. I was so glad she had visited me. It had been awhile since she had. I think about all the times I just laid my head on her lap. She’d stroke my hair. And I felt so safe. 😍 Later that morning, I watched the news. There was a story about there little boys who received a heart within ten days of each other. They became friends in the hospital and one was ready to go home. I was so elated. Then I burst into tears 😭 If you’ve read our story, hearts are another trigger for me. I thought about the “what ifs” for my daughter had she gotten a new heart 💙 Losing her left a hole in mine 💔

My only daughter was my whole world! My boys are too! Daughters just have a deeper connection. I miss talking and laughing with her 😢

We all wish that, but, it will never be! Name the one your missing Jessica Irasema