I feel that I am not good enough or beautiful to have a partner in my life because of a lot of problem I have that I am anxious and that I deal with this alone that I don't talk to my family about this I don't like talk to no one about this but putting it on this help me deal with it. That no body will ever love me because i don't drive. Like right now thinking about my future how it could be make me cry and sad because I can't really communicate with no one and than when I start talking i cry or I get panic and that when panic attack happen. I keep everything inside me because I don't know how to communicate with someone. Like tonight I feel sad and just cry alone in my room quietly.