Hi vishad Doshi I dont know how to help at the time you need me the most I got ton of sptiual ego like I am the fucking god at one point of life where chanin harmony and justin yip came together inorder to create a warm place in skool.com to nurture me namely Synergistic Visionaries after reaching origin point of Eve in the story of Adam and Eve the one who I seen during the gene key voyage that like I am Adam of earth it got me so afraid that I havent gone to their community after wards then life happened after some time I released this thought of I can destroy anyone and anything and espcially me after your response to my crazy dance of my life https://www.loom.com/share/e53478916f2c455c8b0b1399b232775a Vishad Doshi 007 response Hey man, just got a chance to watch this. It's a good vid, some useful pointers in it..I'm personally not sure the naughty girl analogy works, but if that's you and your character, then go for it! the deepest fear my whole family drama taught me is I am gay I am gal I am transgender in sweet words my generational trauma story goes like you can cut your private part oops if you dont have it you cant do it you need a thing inorder to do if you dont have anything down you dont have to do anything lol I like drama 🎶 I recently asked my uncle I am 9? he is wtf? tamil beep....... that is my deepest insecuirity but a single man words made me feel like a human how are you doing mate? I am here to learn how to be fun like child at the same time being Mindset Mozart youre my inspiration one of my life mate take care were always here for you my friend and my homie Vishad Doshi 007

For all those times when: You snap when someone questions you. You get defensive when feedback is given. You feel rage bubble up when things don’t go your way. Later, you regret it. You replay the moment. You tell yourself you should’ve handled it better. But the next time it happens… the same reaction shows up. Because the real issue was never anger. It's what we think about the anger. It was the belief that being challenged means being threatened. 🔹 That belief activates strong emotions 🔹 Which shows up as anger 🔹 Which becomes a way to protect your sense of worth when it feels shaky Anger isn’t the problem. It's a signal that your self-worth is being guarded externally. Peace comes when your worth no longer needs defending. Next time anger rises, pause and ask:“What about this moment feels like a threat to me?” That question alone can change how you respond.

How i am back normal to myself since last week when I ended my relationship but I still care for him that I want to be friend with him but what he told me last felt like he wanted me to suicide myself by telling me I should give my life to god because I don't go out of the house or do other activity why will he want that for me because I didn't want is manipulate or his control so last night he couldn't speak because he block me so this morning he decide to unblock me and tell me that I take everything the opposite of what he saying but it is not true and I decide to block him . Because after one week not talking to him my body change back to myself because there was to much red flag. I see a big different in me from 3 years ago when the level of anxiety was high that now I still have it but i can control it. My life is so wonderful and calm now because I know if I will continue talking to him that my body will always be frustrated because he brought me down every time. I am better be alone than being in a toxic place.

I feel that I am not good enough or beautiful to have a partner in my life because of a lot of problem I have that I am anxious and that I deal with this alone that I don't talk to my family about this I don't like talk to no one about this but putting it on this help me deal with it. That no body will ever love me because i don't drive. Like right now thinking about my future how it could be make me cry and sad because I can't really communicate with no one and than when I start talking i cry or I get panic and that when panic attack happen. I keep everything inside me because I don't know how to communicate with someone. Like tonight I feel sad and just cry alone in my room quietly.

How is everyone this morning? I watched Up! again last night. That movie gets me every time 🥲😇 it is just SO sweet and touching to me that he never gives up on his dreams! Plus, Dug is my spirit animal 🤣😍 And the movie also reminded me, if we have a true dream in our hearts, that truly IS our heart's desire and not just something we were told to do or think we "should" do etc... then we should NEVER give up on it!! That heart's desire is the light inside of us. That light is not meant to be extinguished. It is meant to be fanned and expand. What is ONE step you can take today that is in the direction of YOUR true dream?? 🤔🤩😍🥰😊 As always, if you want help brainstorming, let me know! We are each other's lighthouses🥰