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Voices

As I posted I've been having a lot of trouble meditating just haven't been able to get it right and I've never had a very deep meditative state happen and I've been feeling like I was or have been blocked for some reason by I don't know what so anyways I was spending the day today it's my day off looking into you know meditation for beginners on YouTube and anyways I came across this like 20 minutes video of how to meditate for beginners but it was by this Monk or Buddhist and you know he slowly started talking about the state of mind that you need to be in positions and so on and you know I'm listening to him kind of got a little tired but not fully tired and I got comfortable and relaxed and then he's like okay and on the screen was you know a babbling Brook I close my eyes and within 4 minutes I was just so light yet so relaxed and then I started hearing a voice but it wasn't clear at first and it would go away really fast like as soon as I noticed it like it would stop then it occurred to me that I had heard the same voice last night before I fell asleep like when I was on that almost asleep but not quite asleep and it woke me up and I was wondering like why is that sound like my mother but more childlike and playful and then again today when I was in this meditative state and it happened again and this time it told me to look up now I'm sitting outside in the chair my legs kind of up like I'm kind of crossed a little bit like almost Indian style but not cuz they were on like an ottoman and there's a like an awning over me a tarp so I kind of just to myself thought look up at what there's nothing up there so I didn't bother I stayed in focus with what I was doing but just after it happened a plane literally flew over my head and relatively low and dawned on me was this thing in my head doing that to kind of acknowledge it's existence because I'm you know on that verge of believing certain things and not believing certain things and that's kind of reaffirms my belief in some things so I don't know but it was truly profound and I'm looking for answers anybody got any? I'd love to hear any and all perspectives please.

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