I watched a couple of videos on shadow work tonight, did TFT (tapping), and then started asking myself what the shadows were... it turned out I had a fear that my roof would fall on me (because I didn't get it checked after 3 hailstorms). Then the fear showed up as - I am going to have to pay for it all myself. Then a desire to have someone RESCUE or protect me. And then a desire for love. These "blocks" were released when, all of a sudden, I realized I don't need any of those things (fear, rescuing, love) when I already have them through God. Then I realized that the "block" between God and me had been removed (as revealed to me in a different Mind Valley meditation I did on January 1, where the practitioner said, "Will you be ready for it when it comes?" Guess I was almost two months later!). Then I started saying the Ho'oponopono prayer over and over, adding "God" at the end, E.g.,: "I'm sorry, God. Please forgive me, God (for not trusting you). Thank you, God. I love you, God." It was so overwhelming, I had to stop there at those blocks that were revealed, but after saying the Ho'oponopono prayer to God specifically, I was able to forgive myself, forgive others, and I felt and still feel lighter. Happier. The weight is lifted, permanently. I see this as a major turning point, and I am excited for what's to come. It's like the cork in the water that Aaron talks about is slowly being released, to where eventually, if I keep staying the course, it will release above the water =) Beyond grateful.