Seasons of life?! · High Vibe Tribe

Seasons of life?!

When this year started, I made the decision to take some time off, disconnect from everyone and everything, go inside and create identity shifts. It was incredible. It was the best decision ever because I fully transformed into a new person. And I attracted a completely new life. Everything this year just effortlessly came to me. I don't think I struggled for even a moment to "get" anything. Whenever I wanted something, be it money or something as small as a recipe from a specific person, it... just came to me!

Now, I just completed a few big projects I was working on and I know what my next project is, but I have this compelling urge to once again disconnect from everyone and everything, go inside, really laser focus on my identity shifts, energy levels, build my attention and discipline again, before I get back to work. And it's like become an inner need every few months - to want to retrieve from everyone and everything. To desire solitude so I can show up from an overflowing cup.

I'm wondering like is this avoidance of thinking about or exerting energy into a new project ? or freedom. To me it feels like freedom. But a part of me feels confused like everyone's always working around the clock, and setting up my business automations + being consistent on Youtube is something ive been putting off in the sense that "oh I've got an event right now" "I'm teaching my NLP batch right now" like I've been doing other projects so I was like I'll do this once those are complete.

And they are now, but inside I'm like before I go-go-go, I want to ground myself and rest and fully have my inner ducks in a row so I can serve better. I guess now that I type it out, I see that I'm making the right decision because I'm just prioritising my well-being and fullness of service above all else. Because if you think about it, life is all about seasons. There's a season to plant the seeds and there's a season to reap the fruits. Now that one season has ended, my body/mind/soul knows it's time to plant new seeds!!!

Perhaps the question is really - are ya'll like this too? I actually feel proud of being able to make this decision and stick with it. Of consciously choosing what I want my life to reflect to me. This has definitely been the best year of my life! :)

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