My mind functions like a deep philosophy.
It has lost its harmony — even with me.
Four months ago, I lived a disciplined life, filled with love and peace. I had no confusion within.
But one day, while meditating on the word of God, my mind led me down a different path.
Now it has become far more powerful than before — yet at the same time, it has plunged me into pain and confusion.
It operates in both good and evil.
Because of this, only stress and anxiety remain.
Even meditation brings no relief.
I don’t know what to do.
I am completely lost.