Tomorrow is my mediation day between myself & my ex wife. ( regarding care arrangements of my 3 beautiful little girls 🩵🩵🩵 )
And the thoughts have been keeping me up in the early hours,
even my birthday has no respite from this shit!
However, I’d also like to take a moment and reflect on how proud I am of myself and
how grateful I am of my incredible soul mate Sara for supporting me through all of this!
It was only a couple weeks ago when we were at north beach in Perth,
praying to God to help us as we could see no real answer with what we were going through.
I was dealing with endless delays & manipulation from my ex wife,
Sara & I were not sure where we would be living next after April as we were constantly being rejected for the next rental property
& we were struggling with finances & not sure where the money was going to come from next….
Fast forward two weeks :
I now have a mediation booked in for tomorrow, where I’ll finally have some sort of clarity regarding the co parenting of my beautiful 3 girls.
Sara & I have found a house
(which is the same price we are paying at our current share house with 2 other couples,
but this place is an entire house!!
with a pool , a beautiful garden, all the furniture included , coffee machine & best of all ,
it’s one of my best friends houses.!!!
And we are doing him a favour as well,
as he will be away for 6 months with his family & he was struggling to find the right person to live at his place.
Also the money thing,
I asked my current workplace (which I work one week every month)
If Sara could come work with me for that week, they said yes !
So now we don’t have to be apart, and we can relax a little more around our money
as we are building our Unfiltered coaching Business 🩵
So really, if I do reflect on my life, it always does work out for me.
Even though in those hard moments, we never truly know how it’s gonna work out.
So in this moment, I’d like to invite you to hand it all over to God ( the universe, your spirit guides, Bashar or any other word you’d like to use :) )
Reflect on your own life experience & see how, no matter the trial and tribulations, it does always seem to work out in your favour.
And even if it may not feel like it,
in the moment.
Can you bring some loving awareness & compassion to yourself ?
For being such a resilient human being,
For being here!
For even reading this message.
For sometimes all it does take; is to read a message,
listen to a song,
The sound of the ocean,
Feeling your feet on the grass, or just a long deep exhale…
For you to come back to this present moment
And to remember, you’re not alone
( Thank God for Sara, for helping me 10 x my healing ❤️🩹
simply by loving me as I am , through all my versions . )
🩵