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#day1HW

⭐ what’s your BIGGEST insight from today’s call?

Realising that I am at the mercy of everyone else's schedule and agenda and how difficult it is to find time for my own projects and how this is reflection of childhood patterns where I would always go with the flow to keep everyone happy especially my little sister who would kick up such a fuss if she didn't get her own way which in turn would anger my Mum and if Mama ain't happy, noone is happy.

⭐ what patterns did you discover from doing the personalized worksheet?

I discovered from my worksheet that I have childhood patterns around being kept but not chosen, being quick to give but have resistance around receiving, that the way I was brought up was always going to have me standing on the outskirts of society looking in.

⭐ what did you learn from the worksheet and from Aaron AI?

I learnt that to make the friends I desire and to be chosen and included that I need to feel the feelings of loneliness and not being chosen and to put myself and my business out there without the support of friends and family and to know that when a stranger buys one of my products at a market that it will be because they are choosing to and not because they feel any kind of obligation towards me which I have created by trying so hard to please and be useful. I have learnt that I need to pull my energy back, to visualise the me that is capable, powerful and considered an authority on the things I am trained in, someone who is seen as a responsible, knowledgeable grown up and not a silly little girl.

Because I chose a different childhood pattern on my worksheet than the one that came up in the meditation I then asked Aaron AI how they relate to each other and of course they are related. I asked how I would fine time to become who I'm meant to be and the answer was all about boundaries, something I am working on everyday. I will continue to practice choosing myself.

My biggest takeaway from this experience is realising that I don't need a network of "friends" who will by my products from me. I am good enough at what I do to put my creations out there for strangers to buy. If I choose myself first, others will also choose me.

Thank you.

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