Day 8 - removing the shield · High Vibe Tribe

Day 8 - removing the shield

I learned from today that I need to let go of the version that accepts crumbs. This version that associated giving crumbs that this is being treated as a priority. At least she thought it is better than nothing. Her nervous system stayed calm for a long time despite this treatment. But the older she got she understood something is wrong here. She ignored the sadness, the anger, disappointment. I learned that I got a pattern of negotiating, finding excuses why I only deserve the bare minimum. I never thought about how to get out of this pattern for good!!?? Right now I know for me having the awareness and being able to say it without judgement is everything. My affirmation is " I will never let myself shrink again, I let the experience be as it is. Even if is empty or fulfilling." I leave it as follows: I imagine a life where I do not look / wait or have to decode the signs. I am just here. That is why I booked this challenge in the first place. I am grateful that I could finally draw in my desired blueprint without tip toeing around it. I just realized that work wise I am operating from a healed blueprint. I always thought it would phase out to my personal life. I guess this version I entertained wanted to be heard and be acknowledged. I did it now!

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