Several events stemming from the lack of a relationship with both parents (especially my mom) to where I didn't feel seen and didn't have the proper guidance to handle rejection or uncertainty from others.
The story that I've been learning to grow past is: people never know what they want so they're never truly genuine. They'll eventually be done with you. That's caused me to have mixes of anxious attachment style in the past and as of more recently, avoidant attachment style.
I'm more than enough for myself. The past doesn't decide who I am now. I make my own mold and destiny. These experiences elevate me to new heights on where I actually want to be within love and abundance. I'm grateful for the lessons these emergencies have taught me, rather than being a victim to them. ♡♡