Can someone help me understand:

I have a masculine in my life right now and we share this beautiful divine connection we used to be close but recently life on his end had gotten very turned around with family problems which I understand and am more than happy to give him his space but why is he pulling away from me? This does trigger my worthy wound- which I am healing; but my ego just can't understand why he can text all of our female co-workers (we work at a hospital mostly females) but it's always radio silent with me. If I text him, I get ignored, if I step too close he runs and gets scared. I'm just trying to understand why I have to be treated differently. I know our connection is romantic so it is "different" but why does that have to change the friendship and how we communicate? Am I being too naive about this? When we are together in person it's hot and cold. Sometimes he is soooo sweet and attentive and then other times he avoids me all together and follows other co-workers around making me feel ignored and not wanted around. He will always go up to another co-worker and have a full conversation and when I try to say hi or I'm waiting for report it's like he is listening to me with his energy but his whole body his turning away from me and he is pretending to ignore me. I don't understand this and I am getting fed up and frustrated. I'm sorry I know I need to be patient but ugh help a girl out!

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