We often hear the word “healing” a lot but do we really even understand what this means? I think a lot of times when people hear the healing they assume crying & reliving your trauma but it's not. People often times say that healing is very ugly & difficult & it can be but it's also a really beautiful thing. It should not make you suffer. Yes, in the beginning, it is very true that you have to walk through & understand yourself but continuing to sit there crying & cycling through your trauma is not the definition of healing. This is the definition of re-traumatizing yourself. Healing is the creation of new patterns. We have to heal ourselves because somewhere in our life we experienced a trauma or multiple. There are a lot of different types of trauma. It's not really a matter of how mild or how much worse it is from another person's trauma. Regardless it is still very traumatic & it affects us deeply if it is the only thing that we have ever known. There are so many broken people in the world that walk around thinking that there's nothing wrong with them. The truth is that many people speak very negatively to themselves & some of them are even horrible & abusive to those around them simply because they are hurting & they're not acknowledging it. They don't even realize how much they are hurting because they are numbing themselves from understanding. They would rather take the pain out on other people, even people that they don't know versus looking at it & understanding why that behavior exists. Some people will even make their pain into a joke to dull how incredibly horrible they feel. These are all signs that you have healing work to do even if you don't think you do. One of the first steps to healing is acknowledging the trauma that you experienced. You have to acknowledge that it is affecting you & not just brush it off because others may have it worse. There are so many people that need to heal & so many of them don't realize it & they don't want to acknowledge it. They are comfortable being in pain because it's the only thing they've ever known.

A lot of people say that they “use” psychedelics but what if I told you that psychedelic medicine is not something that you “use”? What if I told you that they are alive & conscious? What if I told you that they are our allies that they are trying to form a partnership with us? Whether you're talking about something like psychedelic or herbal medicine, all of these medicines are alive & conscious & they are here to help us. The reason why they show up in your reality, the reason why you called them is because they want to work with you. They have so many things to teach you. Plant medicines are alive much like we are but they are plants, not animals. They actually feel & experience things so much more deeply than we do because their conscious awareness is far more expanded. This is why I like to refer to working with medicine as “working with” instead of “using”. I'll even be honest with you, sometimes I even catch myself using the word “using” & when I catch myself, I try to correct myself because the truth is I'm not “using” any of these medicines. I am working with them. I am in a relationship with them. When you're in a relationship with another person, you don't refer to it as “using” them, you refer to it as being in a relationship. You are working with this person to create a beautiful life for both of you. I have formed a partnership with these medicines, it may be a little bit different than forming a partnership with a human, but it's still a partnership. I am friends with the medicine, we are allies. The truth is in the grand scheme of things, I am also helping them expand, they are not just helping me. We are helping each other. The more humans work with plants, the more we help each other to evolve. The reason why these medicines are more consciously expanded than humans is because they've been around a long time evolving, eventually, humans are going to get to that place too. These medicines have been around for a very long time & they are not inanimate objects, they feel & perceive.

Psychedelic plant medicines communicate with us through many of the urges & feelings that we experience & this includes being drawn to certain plants for unknown reasons, even herbal medicines communicate with us in this way. It isn't until we begin to work with these medicines that these urges will begin to make sense to us. These plants will even regularly show up in your life as a sign that they want to work with you. When you began to work with them more, you are going to merge with it & you will begin to telepathically communicate with it even when you aren't currently working with it. You will begin to bond with the spirit of the plant. This is when you will understand its teachings much more deeply. Just like we have spirit animals, animals that we feel connected to, animals that have come to us to guide us. Similarly, we also have spirit plants & when they are calling to you on a very deep level & they are regularly showing up in your reality, this plant is most likely one of your spirit plants. So definitely listen to them & work with them as much as you can. They have all come to you for a reason. They have come to you to aid you on your path & to guide you so trust them.

Psychedelic plant medicines are conscious & they know how to heal us if we surrender to their knowing. This is a conscious relationship with an ancient spirit. It has many millennia of healing & knowledge to share. Open yourself up & allow yourself to receive the celestial guides. They have come to aid us.

It is very normal to get nauseous & to vomit on a higher dose of psychedelic medicine. It does not mean that you are having a bad reaction to it. It means that there is a lot of sickness in your body that needs to come up so the medicine is triggering your purging response. Purging is a very natural process. When we sweat. When we cry. When we vomit & even when we go to the bathroom, this is all a natural purging process. It's how the body rids itself of toxins, energies & crap that is no longer needs so when you take a high dose of something like magic mushrooms, it is very normal for this purging response to get triggered. In the western world, we have gotten very used to quick fixes & medications that suppress. When beginning to work with psychedelic medicine, even in microdose amounts, you need to be aware that these medicines are not going to suppress anything. They are going to bring everything to the surface, including stuff that no longer serves us, so that we can get it out of our system. It is not a pretty process, but you feel much better afterward.