All of my dad's test came back fine. I know profoundly it is not fine and I'm doing my best to be amazing in spite of. They're doing more test so to be determined but my mom died of cancer and watching him and how I told my mom's doctor's for over a year she had cancer and once they finally discovered it they said she has 6 months. I looked at everyone and I said she has 2 weeks. She died 2 weeks later. All of this really is taking me back there. I know it to be more healed. Releasing outcomes. I've been meditating and crying all day forgiving my dad. Knowing our time is finite. And I can only do my best to try and have a relationship with my dad that really doesn't take an interest in having a relationship with me. Really grieving that loss. For me and him. I'm a fucking treasure sadly he could never see. Look forward to seeing you guys for embodiment.