It felt too honest. Too raw. Too much like admitting something I wasn't sure I was ready to say out loud.
But here it is: I think this online journey might be my drug. And I'm not sure I want to fix that.
When things are going well here, when I feel like I'm moving forward, creating something real, my whole life feels good. I want to exercise, I'm excited to wake up, I enjoy being with the people I love.
But when I'm struggling... everything crumbles. My sleep, my relationship with myself, my sense of worth. All of it...
I recorded this video trying to figure out if that's healthy or not.
And honestly.. I don't have a clean answer. But I have a feeling a lot of you will relate to it.
If you've ever felt like your passion project or your business has become the thing your whole emotional life orbits around, this one's for you.
Anyone else feels this way?