It felt too honest. Too raw. Too much like admitting something I wasn't sure I was ready to say out loud. But here it is: I think this online journey might be my drug. And I'm not sure I want to fix that. When things are going well here, when I feel like I'm moving forward, creating something real, my whole life feels good. I want to exercise, I'm excited to wake up, I enjoy being with the people I love. But when I'm struggling... everything crumbles. My sleep, my relationship with myself, my sense of worth. All of it... I recorded this video trying to figure out if that's healthy or not. And honestly.. I don't have a clean answer. But I have a feeling a lot of you will relate to it. If you've ever felt like your passion project or your business has become the thing your whole emotional life orbits around, this one's for you. Anyone else feels this way?

I want to be honest with you about something. For the past two weeks I've been completely stuck. I kept asking myself: am I helping the right people? Is my positioning aligned? Should I be doing ads or organic? Am I being authentic or am I just copying what works for someone else? I was going in circles. And the more I tried to find the perfect answer, the more paralysed I became. Today something shifted. I realised I was treating alignment and making money as opposites, like I had to choose one or the other. But they're not opposites. They're the same journey, just different stages. Getting your first paying client is step one. Building something scalable and sustainable is step two. I've done step one. I'm figuring out step two in real time... right here, with you. That's what this community is. It's definitely not a finished system. But a real journey, documented honestly... If you've ever felt stuck between doing what feels right and doing what actually works, I see you. That's exactly where I was this morning. Where are you on your journey right now? Drop a comment? I'd genuinely love to know. 🧡

Hey friends!! How’s your Wednesday going? I thought I’d let you know that I just started showing up on TikTok, come follow me over there if you want to see the journey in real time. ❤️❤️ I’ll also be going live soon https://www.tiktok.com/@larabruyelles?_r=1&_t=ZN-94sBnenHmw2 I’ve been posting for over a year on IG and never really had success with it, I think TikTok will work much better, from the first couple videos I posted 🤩🤩 I wanted to go live yesterday, but need 50 followers and only have 25 so far, so a follow would mean the world to me ❤️❤️ Which socials are you posting on?

Curious… What do you see as your life mission? And are you pursuing it here in Skool? Would love to hear what people are building💥

I used to spend 10–20 hours a week on content and feel completely invisible. Not because I wasn't working hard enough. Because I was doing too much at once: YouTube, Reels, carousels, Facebook, all from scratch, all disconnected. At some point I had to get honest with myself and make a scary decision: simplify. I said no to email marketing. I stopped posting daily. I built a system where doing one thing feeds everything else: and my entire content output now takes under 2 hours on a Monday. The 2 things that changed everything for me were simplicity and systems. Not a new platform/ more discipline. Just those 2 things. I made a video walking through exactly how it works 👇