Foolish Beliefs (Wed. Workshop with Russ)
I find it challenging to write about myself..
Really don't think folks are interested...in how I lived...
A precocious kid, that grew up in Mississippi...
Picking watermelon and playing in the blazing heat..
Tall for my age...got to drive the truck at eleven years old..
My Daddy's baby...said, I was going places...
If any of you remember the Beverly Hillbillies...
Daddy called my Ellie Mae...,
Because I was always beating up my Brothers...
Caught me having lifted my older brother over my head...
Shook his head and through his hands up...
Didn't know Kenny had picked me up first...this was a reaction...
Yet, encounters with boys and men would be a constant...
What comes to mind is a dude in College that started harassing me..
Calling out my sexuality on campus...being a personal terror...
He would say unwelcome comments like...
Dyke and Bulldagger...You got big hands...
That's why you're getting all the pussy...
Everytime I saw him...he had some negative comments...
So much so...some of my other male friends wanted to kick his azz...
This fool harassed me for two whole semesters...
I told them to stand down...
I would get my chance to handle him...
Really, couldn't afford to endanger my or their scholarships...
My chance came very unexpectedly...
In the dorm lounge, waiting my turn to play billiards...
I feel my feet leave the ground...
This silly fucker had picked me up...
I knew it was Ted...immediately...
'Ted put me down right now..".
He placed me down and attempted to run...
Just was not fast enough for my long arms...
I grabbed him by the belt...
Swooped him up between his legs...
Catching a handful of testicles...
Lifting him over my head, in a fit of rage...
He yelled at the top of his lungs.....
Let go of my nutssss....
In distressed agony, as I squeezed...
Looking to throw him off the third story balcony...
This move arrested, when the RA screamed...I came back...to my righteous mind...
Put him down on the pool table...
Looked Ted in the eyes...
Voice low...threatening...
I will take this pool ball, ram it down your throat and push it through your asshole...
Whispered...everywhere I am you can't be...
Doesn't matter if it's the Student Rec Center or Dining Hall..
We are like matter and anti-matter...
So for a whole year...I straight punked him...
One time he was in mid chew..
Snapped my fingers...looked at him and pointed to the door...
Picked up his tray...put his head down, slithering away....
His Foolish Beliefs....
Writing a check his azz had to cash for an entire year...
This was an original fu€k around and find out moment...
Lyrically yours,
MydNite Renaissance ❤️‍🩹
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Michelle Cox
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Foolish Beliefs (Wed. Workshop with Russ)
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