Hey everyone! I was just curious if anyone else is going out to Vernal this weekend for the last Runtasic Dino race this weekend! If you are, does anyone want to do meet up or something?

Hey team, had a great walk/run today. On that walk/run, I caught a frog. I was so excited to bring it home to show my kids. Can you hear the utter joy? I love it!

Here’s a little clip from the upcoming documentary for Addict to Athlete. Some of this may end up on the cutting room floor, but, it’s still good information. I talk about how addiction is like an unfair opponent that doesn't play by the rules. Using sports metaphors, I explain how addiction cheats us out of relationships, health, and our future by targeting the areas we care about most. I share a personal story about a friend whose father struggled with alcohol and couldn't be there when needed, which inspired me to stay committed to my recovery so I can always show up for my family. The key is treating addiction like a real opponent on the field of battle and recognizing that overcoming it requires more than just calling out the foul play.

I’ve learned that conflict changes the moment I stop treating it like a battle I need to win. The second I cling to one outcome, I can feel myself tightening up inside. I get smaller, more defensive, more attached to being right than being honest. That’s when I know I’m slipping into the addict mindset. I’m no longer trying to grow through the moment. I’m trying to control it. Coach Blu’s perspective on conflict From the Addict to Athlete view, conflict is not proof that something is broken. It’s training. It’s resistance. It’s the weight on the bar. And if I want to become stronger, I cannot keep demanding that life only give me easy reps. When I stay open to the many sides of an issue, I give myself a chance to actually understand what is happening. Sometimes the other person has a point I need to hear. Sometimes I am reacting to an old wound, not just the present issue. Sometimes the answer is not about choosing my side or their side, but finding the truth that sits underneath both. That kind of openness takes humility. It also takes discipline. Because my first reaction is often to protect myself, explain myself, or force the outcome I think I need. But that reaction usually comes from fear, not wisdom. Why one desired outcome can become a trap When I lock onto one specific result, I start making the conflict about my comfort. I want relief. I want certainty. I want the tension to stop. But if I make comfort the goal, I usually lose the lesson. The Athlete mindset asks a different question: - What is this moment training in me? - What can I learn from the resistance? - What part of me is being exposed right now? - Can I stay steady without needing to control everything? That shift changes everything. Now the conflict is no longer just a problem to solve. It becomes a place to practice patience, honesty, listening, and self-control. What I try to remember in the middle of conflict I try to remember that I do not need every disagreement to end the way I hoped in order for me to grow. Sometimes the win is not getting my way. Sometimes the win is staying calm. Sometimes the win is speaking clearly without attacking. Sometimes the win is being able to say, “I see this differently now.”

“Forgive others, not because they deserve forgiveness, but because you deserve peace.” — Jonathan Lockwood Huie In the Addict II Athlete philosophy, forgiveness is not weakness and it is not surrender. It is a disciplined choice to stop carrying what keeps your mind tied up in the past. What good is strength if it is spent replaying old injuries, rehearsing arguments, and protecting wounds that no longer need to lead your next step? When resentment stays active, it takes up mental and emotional space that could be used for clarity. It narrows perspective. It keeps your attention on what happened instead of what is possible now. And if recovery is about building a new life, what happens when the old pain keeps getting a say in every decision? Forgiveness does not mean pretending harm was harmless. It does not mean forgetting. It does not mean reopening the door to people or patterns that caused damage. It means loosening the grip of bitterness so your next choice comes from strength, not from reaction. In the Addict II Athlete framework, forgiveness is part of the larger work of reclaiming your freedom. You do not forgive because the other person earned it. You forgive because your peace, your clarity, and your future matter more than continued captivity to the past. Forgiveness is often a process, not a single moment. Sometimes it happens one layer at a time, one honest admission at a time, one boundary at a time. You may still remember what happened, but memory no longer has to become direction. That is where clarity begins. What decision in your life might become clearer if you stopped carrying an old resentment into it?