Hi guys I just wanted to reach out because I'm struggling bad. Today I went home after being in Utah county for a week and I found that my husband relapsed. I am so heart broken and sad. I did the only thing I could do which was to leave. It was the one of the hardest things to do to walk away. I told him I wasn't leaving him but I needed to come back up to my sister's which is a safe place. I need to keep myself safe. I told him I couldn't be around him. He's mean, he places blame he's not my husband. So why is it so hard I know I'm doing what's right but why do I feel like I abandoned him. We were supposed to get sealed in the temple, he was getting off parole in May, he was doing so good. I am just so sad, pissed, hurt, angry. I want to scream. Did I do the right thing? Did I over react?