Transformation
Between my mind and my heart there are wars I can't judge well these are calculated minuteThoughts are sweeping through my mind and my mind can't separate
them Then the stage of transformation to the self that I don't know begins Like a house, he doesn't care what I suffer, he only cares about the phantom dopamine.
I am still struggling until this moment even I thought of thoughts that terrify me lest this monster lose the pleasure of feeling for it
I'm still thinking about the consequences and feeling regret when I'm done with it.
All this event is caused by fear and anxiety in daily events and an emotional need for a partner
But as soon as the effect wears off I don't need a partner and I say inside me why did I do it and this is the contradiction I hope to stay aware of this moment
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