Didn't get our visitation this Saturday she claims our kids are sick police won't do shit so I got to call our lawyer on Tuesday got court ordered visitation yet police can't or won't do nothing she won't even let us get and extra day or nothing were already fucked on getting any time with our kids

I’m not gonna dress it up. I’m exhausted. I’m living out of my truck, I could really use a roof over my head tonight, and my brain will not shut the hell up. And the shit with my kids is hitting hard today. Sometimes I think people forget because I’m posting, joking, going to school, working and trying to build something that this is actually my life. This isn’t content to me. Those are my kids. I miss them. And some days that shit hurts more than I know what to do with. I told you this community would get the real version of me. Well, this is the real version tonight. No motivational ending. No pretending I figured something out. Today was just hard.