Woke up late and started thinking that holiday season has ended so I need to get my act together. Talked to a recruiter regarding an clean up project. The opportunity is not in line with my skills but can be considered if nothing else is available. Had a good conversation with abbu jis se mjhe ye yaad aya ke 5-6 saal pehle main kaha tha aur ab Allah ne mjhe kaha pohncha dia. It was a good reminder that things can be worse and there are things I might be taking for granted. Did groceries with wife and came baxk home. Kuch snacks lelie. Wanted to prepare for interview tomorrow but socha dinner ke baad krlenge. Eventually Monday subha pr hi daal dia iss kaam ko. Didn't go to the gym. Isska regret hai cause generally when I start the week with a workout the week goes good and regular in terms of workout. inshaAllah kal subha jaldi jaagna hai.

Busy day today. Attended a nikkah with abbu met some distant relatives. Had a family get together later . Missed fajr but offered all the other prayers. Overall a good day. Alhamdulilah

Woke up around 10:30 and went through aome emails. Day was slow till afternoon and was getting distracted alot. 4 to 6 pm Shaam mae abbu konbarber ke paas leke gya and picked up spare laptop from a friend so wife can attend her classes. Abbu ke saath coffee pee aur idhr udhr ki bataen kareen. 8 to 10 pm After being humbled previously at skating tried again. Alhamdulilah had a better grasp honestly felt good doing something challenging. 10 pm Wapis akae had dinner and slept. Missed fajr but offered other prayers. Overall a good day

Woke up around 9:45 and prepared mentally for an interview. Had 2 planned and was lucky enough to have another one come up during the day. Both planned interviews went good though everything is postponed till the start of new year. This is a bit frustrating as I'm getting mentally drained with just looking for opportunities. Try kr rha hu to stay positive but motivation is low and doing nothing is taking a toll on my thought process, energy and relationships. Allah Taala ka karam hai ke I'm not in worse situation pr I was hoping ke new years se pehle kuch lock on hojae. Khaer Allah ne koi behtri hi rakhi hogi. Grateful for having good opportunities and hearing back from recruiters Alhamdulilah Salah prayed zuhr asar and maghrib but missed isha and fajr. Overall day was good. Went for a walk with wife and came back to prepare for Dawah class but class got cancelled. DId some gaming which was fun and then went to the gym for 20-30 minutes work out (Not the best workout but better than nothing). Try kr raha hu ke gym days barhae jaen even if it's for a 15 minutes cardio or 2 exercises.

Woke up preparing for an interview realized that the interview was for Monday not Friday. Got into an argument with family but Alhamdulilah the argument resolved in a few hours. Grateful for Allah giving me resources to manage in these tough times. Salah - Missed fajr bur prayed all other prayers. Overall the day wasn't the best but managed to spend some time on listening to a podcast and work out.