Hi everyone. I had ‘premonitions’ when I was a child. I didn’t know what they were at the time and were put down to me being ‘creative’. Had a few other things happen over the years, when I was a student nurse, I had a sense of what one of the questions would be on our final exam several days before the exam. When I opened the paper, it was literally word for word what I had sensed. I started doing tarot years ago but fell out of doing it due to work, life etc. In the last few years I picked it back up again mostly for something to do in lockdown. I did a reading for a friend of a friend - during the reading, I had an overwhelming urge to say ‘Robert’ - I had no idea where it came from but I knew I had to say it. I also heard someone say ‘October 26th’ in my head - turns out this was her Dad and his birthday. This had never happened before and to be honest, it scared me a bit. I have heard my name called when nobody is around, seen shadowy figures in my peripheral vision and when I turn they are not there. I have had episodes of sudden knowing - stuff I can’t really know, but I do. I instinctively know if someone is lying to me - like 100% certain. I often get a high pitched tone in my ears and someone told me this could be spirit sending messages. I have been trying to develop things further, to understand what I have, if anything. I have tried meditation to contact spirit guides but never seem to do it, I struggle to understand potential message or even recognise if messages are being sent. I’m a bit confused as you can probably tell