So just want to reflect: This was huge. I think the only thing that allowed me to finally post it (after spending Hours learning how to edit 😅) was the fact it was 2am and I was so fkn tired. But the very first thing I thought of this morning after 4hrs sleep was - layer the audio! Hahah those neurons are on a new path for sure. But yes I forgot to layer the audio.. I hope it sounds ok.. also, not sure on my delivery, had so many ideas but that skillset is very limited for the moment. This one totally freaked me out, but I did it! And I'm happy with that massive baby step. #progress coz it damn well ain't perfect!

Heyy Ya'll! I'm your superhero and a fancy filmmaker (multi-awards and even an Emmy for the cred) Since we are on the EDITING portion, my biggest gift is telling you about DESCRIPT! I got married for tech help and I've been down all the platform rabbit holes and I share ALL my secrets. https://www.descript.com/ <-- this is the BEST and allows you to edit with TEXT. It's so worth it, so easy and for those pulling your short hairs out over capcut or final cut or whatever - descipt is the HACK I learned from the super nerd techies and I use it for everything now. You're welcome!

Ultimately everything is made up of energy. Energy in turn is information. Astrology is merely a tool to decode this language, and define our unique frequency/blueprint. Nothing one can believe in or not, it's simply a science of the universe one can have more or less insight into. But... Anything that gives you an excuse to blame your behavior on it is obviously not helping anyone. Astrology as well as diagnoses can be ways to do both, just as they can be means to better understand yourself. The vedic astrology flipped my whole archetype on the side - making me question what actually defines each of the signs. Kind of excited to have found this weak spot in the system, not that the system itself is faulty but the way of interpreting it certainly is. The need to merge all interpretations into one is real, or at least a handful with less drastic differences. Again, energy is energy. There shouldn't be this type of inconsistency if we get it right. Now i'm no expert here, and there's a lot to dig into for sure! But the curiosity is boiling 🌟 The vedic is obviously the more reasonable approach (in theory) since it's based on the actual cycles - the interpretations however could use some help from western imo.

Hi, I'm Nikki, and this is the story of my awakening. 1. BEFORE — The Girl Who Silenced Herself 😔 I used to live inside my own disconnection. My body was a battlefield, my emotions an enemy. I would punch walls just to feel something, or cut my skin hoping someone would see my pain. Beneath the chaos was a secret my body never forgot: the memory of being sexually assaulted at just 11, and again at 14. I blamed myself and turned to alcohol and drugs to numb my pain. I didn’t know it yet, but I was becoming the perfect reflection of a world that rewards silence and punishes sensitivity. My aliveness became my greatest threat. 2. CRISIS — The Mushroom Awakening 🍄 It was supposed to be a holiday in Bali. Six friends, laughter, adventure — but Bali has a way of revealing truth. One night, my drink was spiked with mushrooms by one of my friends without my consent. (I had no idea at the time). What followed was a descent into psychosis — and I became trapped in psychosis for 3 DAYS! I begged for help, but was met with "Nikki, it's all in your head, snap out of it". Friends I had known for eight years turned away, called me crazy, left me in a hospital on a foreign island. Believing I was going to die I turned to God and asked for a second chance. I promised that I'd change my life, and help others if he spared my life. The next morning I woke up alone in a psychiatric ward, covered in blood. 🩸No phone. No passport. No money. And no idea how I'd escape. In that sterile room, stripped of identity, I woke up. 👁️ That was the day my real life began. (ohh and I never saw those friends ever again.) 3. CHASE — The Quest for Redemption I had no idea how to heal from this, so I did what our culture teaches — I tried to fix my pain through achievement. I left Adelaide, moved to Sydney, became a personal trainer at a prestigious gym. My discipline became my drug. Weights replaced alcohol, perfection replaced chaos. The body I had once abandoned became my armour. From bodybuilding trophies🏆 to self-help seminars, I chased meaning in every direction — mindset work, money, performance. I mastered control, but not connection. I built confidence, but not safety.

Hi Guys. I'm a little late into the challenge, but I'm catching on I think. Here's my seriously all over the place, raw and messy AF Breakthrough Story. Very curious how I will be using it. ❤️‍🔥 I'm an educated Medical Doctor, still working part time as a GP and part time in my own business as a (and now I'm just claiming it guys!) WITCH DOCTOR. I am also part time solo-mother of a 4 and 3 y/o and that is why I'm a bit late to sharing this. Roa breakthrough story Step 1: Before I believed in the conventional medicinal world as a Doctor. I wouldn't even say that I thought this was healing, but I’ve forgotten what healing looked like. I was kinda in apathy to life. I lived with a deep sense of not belonging in this conventional world, so misunderstood. I tried to fill the void with alcohol, drama, insane work-schedule, more work, more numbing. This was in medical school. Before my spiritual awakening. Step 2: Crisis It was a mix of everything being too much, my body started to scream with symptoms. I didn’t listen to it the first couple of times. I had 2 herniated discs in my back, I had unexplainable high liver levels, I had heart arrhythmia, I woke up with sudden severe eczema and was on steroid creams for 3 years. I was in a dysfunctional relationship. There were several pivotal moments, but one specific where I kinda feel like my heart powers turned back on was one night when I was 25 or 26 y/o I laid on my bed, staring out into thin air for hours, I didn’t move. Like when you just feel so heavy that you literally can’t move. You know that feeling? I thought at that moment “Right now, you are only existing in this world to be something for your boyfriend. For your mother. For your father. Like, who the fuck are you?!” And I decided to do something about it. I could either continue like this, but then life wouldnøt be worth it, I thought. Or I could start changing something. This is how my spiritual awakening began, year 2017 or 2018. Step 3: Chase I started dedicating myself to doing 20 minutes of shadow work every night from some journal prompts. It was a STRUGGLE. Everytime I read the prompts my nervous system went into freeze and I immediately got tired. I now know how much rewiring I did with this. Through that process I started to feel my soul again. I started making other choices and better choices choosing myself. I got into Human Design, astrology, Ayurveda. I started meditating, doing witchy stuff. And I started doing homeopathy for my eczema and within 14 days my eczema was gone and has never returned. That was a new breaking point for me that led me deeper into the natural and holistic healing field.