Deep sharing about my Awakening
Dear New Earth family 🧚🏽♀️ I love to share a bit about my spiritual journey and how it unfolded. I was born a sensitive empath and grew up in a family where I didn’t feel truly seen or loved, except by my father, though he had his own limitations in expressing love. I never really felt at home; only in nature did I find peace. I often felt different from my friends and sensed there was something greater to life. My childhood was at times lonely, not because I was always alone or didn’t have friends, but because I had no one to share my deep thoughts and feelings with. I lived in a superficial world, which was challenging for the depth I carry. My spiritual awakening began unexpectedly. It started when I watched a Netflix documentary about plant-based eating and chose to go vegan at 28 (8 years ago now). From that point, I lost trust in the system as I realized it keeps us sick and spiritually suppressed for profit. A couple of years later, in December 2019, I attended my first cacao ceremony, which completely transformed my life. In January 2020, I changed my entire name through a numerologist, and these new names feel like home to me. Cacao ceremonies became a sacred practice for me. They were my first experiences with meditation and truly connecting with myself. It was the first time all parts of me and my feelings were fully accepted, which ignited a deep transformation and continued awakening. After many cacao ceremonies and self-reflection, I explored magic mushrooms. My first journey was a beautiful experience filled with pure love, joy, bliss, and light. Later journeys took me deeper, and I felt more connected to the universe than ever before. During my mushroom journeys, I experienced a deep spiritual connection, and a couple of times I felt like I was in 5D, it was incredibly beautiful, loving, and magical ✨ Some trips were challenging when my ego resisted, especially if I took mushrooms during emotional overwhelm, but those difficult experiences were still valuable and healing.