Finding beauty in everything is so much more rewarding than finding beauty in just flowers and sunsets - yes those things are beautiful.. But so is the ditch that allows water to flow. So is the soiled bandages that have allowed our wounds to heal. So is the dirty dishes is the sink that means we've eaten a meal today. And the toys on the floor from the kids at play. If you can't see the beauty in all of it, then what are you looking at? What beauty do you see today?

**Right hand, left hand, and the merkaba** There are two big streams in spiritual practice, and most people pick one without realizing it. **The right hand path** moves toward light. It teaches that the self is something to purify and eventually surrender. Ego dissolves, the body is something to move beyond, and union with the divine is the goal. Its gift is devotion, discipline, and clarity. Its risk is bypassing. If you rise without processing what's in you, the density doesn't disappear. It just goes underground. You can meditate for years and still react the same way, because the unprocessed material never got met. **The left hand path** moves through the shadow. It teaches that the self is the vehicle of power, and that what you fear, desire, or were taught to suppress holds energy that belongs to you. Its gift is honesty, individuation, and refusing to look away from yourself. Its risk is getting stuck. Knowing your trauma, naming your patterns, or being drawn to dark things isn't the same as transforming them. You can live in the shadow for years and call it depth while your behavior never changes. **Why I don't see these as opposites** Each path has a blind spot the other one fills. One without the other is incomplete. I picture it as a merkaba: two interlocking triangles. 🔻 The downward triangle is a funnel. Spirit pours into the physical and grounds. This is how light actually reaches the places that need it, including the shadow. 🔺 The upward triangle is matter being lifted: body, thoughts, behavior, and actions, all rising together. They aren't competing. When they're balanced, you don't leave the body behind and you don't sink into the dark. You grow your light so you can hold more darkness, then transmute it. **What this looks like in real life** It's not about how high you can go or how deep you can dive. It's about whether anything changes. Do you respond differently when you're triggered? Do you understand *why* something pulls you the way it does? Does that understanding change what you do next?

Over the past little bit, a lot has been going on inside our skool - beyond the courses. A lot... As a part of that, images and symbols have been received. These come in partnership with words and workings that are ongoing . (those are being retained as their unfolding is still in progress) I happened to play with AI here and there. As a part of that, I was able to digitize the aeonic seal which I felt compelled to share. As well, two symbols that have been received. The upper was yesterday mornig and the lower on the page this morning. We share these for many reasons not least of which, for you, as a part of our skool. Feel into them. if something comes and you're compelled to share we welcome it!

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DehmEZDJTDL/?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet&rpxt=MzRlODBiNWFlZA== How does a Typhonian initiate enter genuine non-dual awareness without getting lost in the clouds or burned in the underworld? You use the exact tools of Left-Hand Path Tantra and Vāmācāra to work through the self that is not the self.

You have to remove all aspects of identity, move into the darkness where all stems from, and only then can you truly 'see the unadorned face of truth. '