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Flowing duality
What do you we see going on here magickally? The Swan, 1915, by Hilma Af Klint
Flowing duality
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@Andrew Brooks absolutely! The dance that ensues is a beautiful balance that needs intention and admiration. 🤗
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@Andrew Brooks How interesting the word negative. Your phrase; to see what is on the other side. The duality of the non dual self. We have to undergo that bifurcation, to face that which is ... The mind alone will not allow for this. It works diligently as the Master at keeping doors shut it uses them in moments it feels necessary to keep you in it's comfort zone. In our work and methodology we move the operator into the space of being in that observational plane of living and witnessing the feelings just as they are... where they're felt from within... Then things begin to happen... Elements come forward that they're attached to... Further in, we call deities forward... the Crow... Loki... Set... These when opened with and brought up from within will most certainly open doors the mind wishes to keep closed.... Those are very raw and dissolving moments indeed! Once passed through however.... closer to your throne you are. In that the mirrored swan dances in delight of itself with itself joyful in it's play. That moment in the 'magicians' journey at this point is feeling the power of self... the notion that we have this self that can feel the subtler energies within and be begin to dance with that.. The crossover is when the swans no longer see two different ones but merge back into one. In doing that you've crossed into the plane of total self love from acceptance and knowing. This is where you move potentially into knowledge and conversation with your highest self.
The Slippery Shadow of Love
So few truly understand that loving the other... is mastering the divine polarity within yourself firstly. When the masculine container and the feminine current are integrated and held in stasis inside your own architecture, loving another ceases to be a frantic bid for validation—it is simply reflected as sovereign Agape. If I love YOU, isn’t it about showing you that? Isn’t it about how I act in love of and for you? Is it not about actually being aware of you and showing it in large and small acts that are about you—seen as you truly are? How many people are in relationships where they say "I love you"—and it’s only ever said, never shown? That is the ego talking: I love you. I as in ME, the ego voice. It becomes entirely about the person doing the loving, not the other being witnessed openly in love and awe of them. It’s a very slippery mechanism, but the ego constantly exerts itself for its own comfort and validation. Look at the modern ritual of it all—the exhausting, consensus "flamingo dances" we’ve all witnessed in modern courting. People march, twist, flash wealth, and posture with curated perfection to signal fitness and secure a mate. But when you look beneath the feathers, what are wealth-signaling and the endless dating theater if not the purest expressions of egoic coveting and slippery-slope anxiety? It’s the human animal saying, “Look at my display, look at my plumage—validate me so I don’t have to feel my own isolation.” Then look at the flip side: "You’re not loving me how I want to be loved." That’s a heavy box to open—it seems to fly in the face of what was written above. But we’ve been conditioned as a society to treat relationships like a scoreboard, turning them into a slow, miserable crawl to the grave bound by the idea that you must stay with someone simply because you once said the words and the score needs to be evened out. When we look at the modern romanticized paradigm, we trace it back to 18th-century Europe—literally only ten generations ago. That is a blink of an eye in human history. Yet we have institutionalized it with literal government contracts that tell us we are legally bound to one another. Oh, how the ego loves a cage; there is a strange mix of security and dread woven all at once into those artificial tethers.
The Slippery Shadow of Love
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@Andrew Brooks that itch of being uncontained yet learning to be your own container.. that my friend is leaning deeply into building your own throne. If you imagine that... What does that throne look like? For me.. it's besalt and of the ocean floor itself. Think big. What does yours feel like, what's the smell of it, the taste... What does it evoke? Now. I am very glad that like connected with you... The expression of how we treat others must eminate from within... That throne being built and then sat upon.... That causes the effort to stop and the being to be... Just as it is. Enough always as you are. The magick in that radiates into ever facet of your world as love because it's slower. It's from a place of wonder. It's that walk in the woods and sharing it. Being in love . Is a being. Love is that space. No longer something to seek.
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@Andrew Brooks I love the Raven... Neither "good" or "evil"; he is an agent of adaptive necessity who uses trickery to spark evolution. Similarly, in our current, we utilize 'trickery' to move the mind aside and open all of the shadowy doors that lie within... We reject mainstream dualities while recognizing them as a part of within and without. Be like the raven, venture into the dark, dive into the chaos of self and in so doing, find the illumination that radiates outwardly. You have to become the monster to know what it is to not act as the monster. All there is that pours from you at that point is true will and love as the law. In that, there is a view of the non perfection that shifts from acceptance to adoration of it... A seeing of the behaviors, actions, and reactions as a knowing of what they come from and allowing from them. Ergo... your throne sat upon in all of it's alabaster beauty and the grandeur of the silver inlay you speak of.
Resting at the Edge of the Black Sun
There are moments in the work when the heavy noise of the world simply drops away. If you have been following the rhythm of the recent celestial alignments—moving through the stark shadow of the eclipse into the quiet aftermath—you might have felt this shift in your own bones. It’s that rare, breathless second where the frantic striving of the everyday mind stops, and you find yourself standing in a profound, unshakeable stillness. In our work here, we don't treat this stillness as an empty vacuum or a forced discipline. We recognize it as the living edge of the Black Sun—that delicate, razor-thin corona where the deep, unmeasured potential of the Nightside meets the clarity of the daylight world. Think of it like resting at a quiet center point. While the outer world spins with its usual noise, opinions, and endless "shoulds," the inner architecture remains completely undisturbed. The boundary holds effortlessly, allowing the raw, creative energy of life to pour through without a single drop of friction or burnout. When we allow ourselves to rest in that quiet hub—to simply let go of the steering wheel and let the aperture of perception open naturally—we stop fighting the current. The divisions between inner and outer, shadow and light, begin to dissolve into a clean, harmonious whole. It is a reminder that the Great Work isn't about performing, striving, or building a louder mask. Sometimes, it’s simply about holding the container with absolute grace, letting the noise fall away, and remembering what it feels like to breathe in pure, unconditioned alignment. Where is your compass pointing today?
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@Jason Hottel portals are POWERFUL and not to be toyed with fkr sure. Not an implication by any means... I am very familiar with portals and when deitys come as a part of that work you have to know how to approach question and ensure you are working with who you have called to .. You have a natural gift at guiding energy as it's clear... Deeply so I can imagine if you called something powerful I can see it linking to an entire current.
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@Jason Hottel we create.... As within.... So without. The only thing I can muster that as silly simple as it is.... Just is. Deity connection from our wellspring of creation from within is feminine primarily held in the lightest ways when from love by the masculine essence above and below (which we know) But we all in this incantation lean to one side of that scale more directly then the other while holding both, right? So, ot's often spoken about as, 'my patrond deity is X'. For me it's always been Thoth, Mercury, the Hadit, and Nuit...Astarte Astoroth, And many other elements that I've felt into as I've moved further in. Who do you align with the most... I'd bet that's where your most true magick stems from. Frankly... The power in goofiness is beautiful. I fully admit to being less then and that is something I've had to re learn and express more.
Morning podcast
So. I'm a early morning guy. Yes .. it's 4:33 a.m. And so I thought well I'm up and so here you go🤗 https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=uqjhUMnSbRE&si=hYLV54LIFKiq3Ewt. Tantra is not about sex. Best quote from this podcast. This is an introduction to a very interesting gentleman as well as a book I've not read and now would like to... and a podcast that talks about magick from a very real and accessible way. So. Let me know what you think. No answer is wrong 💯 The section of Nuit.... This is how we view the idea and conceptualizing of the infinite void. The womb of potential unbounded awareness of consciousness herself. A GREAT listen. So while I don't necessarily give open homework, you know, hey, give it a listen and let's have a chat! 🤗 Cheers!
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We're gonna go back in time ...
I need you to pretend with me and go back in time for a moment... While I shared this on Instagram yesterday with the full purpose of doing so under the black sun... I didn't share on the day of wisdom here. So without further Ado... The book share for the week...
We're gonna go back in time ...
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@Amber VanAuken ABSOLUTELY. Well stated.
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Magister of a modern temple guiding sovereign creators to shatter inner noise, build a vertical axis, and step into maskless authenticity.

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