Why am I always feeling like this: Everything is going well, I do everything I need to do to get where I want to be and then something makes me feel down. I start procrastinating even If I don't want to. It's like if I can't get past the plateau. I know the graph might not be accurate but it feels like it. I want to push through. Doing everything so I can align myself into who I really am. I did a lot of changes recently in the past 2 months I've stopped smoking weed, stopped drinking. I've took on a mentorship on Skool because that's what I really want to do. Help people. But I don't feel worthy of it. Like as if I wasn't good enough... Maybe I pressure myself too much... Anyone feeling that way?

Back in 2023, stress was nonstop for me 😅. I was snapping at people, feeling drained, and my endo symptoms were acting up worse than ever. It was a tough wake-up call: stress wasn’t just in my head it was affecting my body and relationships too. Now, after learning to pause, prep, and prioritize calm, I finally feel the balance returning. ✨ Have you ever noticed stress making your body or relationships worse? What’s one tiny thing you could do today to ease it?

I have a quick announcement and then I'll be sharing the most powerful realization I have had of the last 2 years… first! from now on I will be sending out a weekly newsletter sharing updates, realizations, techniques and resources to help you raise your vibration and transform your life This is my first one sharing the most powerful idea I've had that has recently transformed my life Okay here we go… I have experienced more growth in the last month than I have 2 years with my purpose and mission and growth I've had friends reach out to me asking me what I did to experience this growth… I've had people commenting on my videos expressing gratitude for the kind of energy coming through I've had more opportunities coming into my life than I have in 2 years And it came from completely letting go of results Let me share with you this shift and how you can apply it in your life too A few months ago I was wanting to grow my mission To reach more people, have more impact etc I thought that in order to get "there" I had to do MORE But a few years ago I decided that I was DONE with youtube videos and being a "youtuber" For me to get to the next level… I must stop being a youtuber and start being someone who runs live events If I want to me like my mentors that I look up to like Tony Robbins or Joe Dispenza I must challenge myself to become more So I focused on learning new skills and putting myself out there in a new way No more did I make youtube videos with my whiteboard teaching ideas NOW I run live events and live hotseat coach people in the room In the total unknown! Who knows what will happen? In this process over the last 2 years I have become a great coach and seen many people transform However as time went on I feel I left a part of me behind… I could feel I was trying so hard to become "more" that I had lost connection with who I really am A few weeks ago I felt a desire to get back to my "core" and I realized that much of my life had become about getting THERE instead of being here

When I was younger and first wanted to begin healing my past trauma’s that I had suppressed… I overcomplicated it, really I did. I looked at all this content online on trauma, not once did I get a good explanation, just a load of fluff that was not helpful to be honest, just pure sh*t of I am honest. It made me overthink it so much “Oh do I have CPTSD, do I have emotional trauma, do I have physical trauma?” I wish I was told to not overcomplicate things, and this is why I am making this post, as a reminder to someone new who is going to begin their healing journey. Really most of the time guys all trauma is, is just unprocessed emotion, over complicating does not help anything and just makes you overthink, don’t do that. Keep things simple for yourself, tbh this honestly is a general lesson not just trauma related, keep things basic and minimal, don’t overthink.

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