Can we check in a little?
Howdy y'all... it's been a month (I know, crazy, right?). I wanted to see if we could check in and share what's been working, what we've been struggling with, and maybe see who is planning on jumping into this next workshop. Personally, I would like to be doing some things better, but I am... ahem.. "learning to allow" š myself the space to be right where I am and being grateful. I've been reading quite a bit and doing a bunch of other training for work -- I actually did this grief recovery training that was amazing and I can't wait to start doing those classes with folks who really need them. Anyway, as far as practices go, I'm intermittent with my gratitude practice, sparsely doing meditation, and writing/journaling here and there what's going through my mind and what my vision is for this life. I struggle a bit with thinking I'm supposed to be somewhere else or doing "better" right now. This is a pattern I've noticed that has been present most my life. So... My real practice right now is having compassion for myself. I really am learning to allow myself to not be perfect, or to have to "do it all" right now. I have a level of awareness of what's happening. I have a plethora of tools and resources. I just need to allow myself the space to figure it out when I figure it out. And to realize there isn't a single moment that I'm not right where I need to be... discomfort included. How's everyone else doin?