I feel empty broken and alone even anger this is my first real heartbreak ever it was mutual we both had our reasons i don’t want to go into too much details but one of the reasons why i broke up was because i feel like i wasn’t ready to commit myself plus i wanted to focus on myself and god most importantly i kept on doing the same sin over and iver and over again. At the end i felt shame and guilt infront of god so i decided fuck it i have to end this and i don’t want to drag her down this path and lie about me loving her. I feel lost…