why do you accept me as your divine ruler and skool's emperor?

if @Samanda Rasmussen and @Zachary Davy had 7 cats and @T. Marie Kennedy would add 4 pieces of cake to her shopping bag .. how many flies would have @Zak King and @Asha Hope kissed when when they were at @Eric Jordans's house out in the woods while @Demetra Lambros, @Louise Aquino, @Daniel Malveiro, @Jana Mullen and @Krista Melanson were playing volleyball in the toilet 💩?

Fortunately...

I am exhausted & was recently terrified, but still taking baby steps in building my Skool. 🐾 I finished my About Page & graphics. I have started the work on my onboarding & mini-course modules as well. Saturday night I unexpectedly had 9 requests to join (even though I haven't officially launched yet.) Then morning I had 6 more people request! Now I have 16 members!😱 I still have quite a bit to do but I am grateful for progress.🎉 Help! I might be winning.🙊

I'm not always good at categorizing my feelings & emotions but in the past few days, I have come to realize the word that describes how I actually feel 👉 Terror 🥹 For some strange reason I feel terrified about starting my Skool, & I cannot logic out why... As someone who was born disabled & had many close calls & near-death experiences, I have often struggled to place names to emotions because in my mind... Nothing short of a major medical emergency should ever make me fret It seems silly. Yet something inside of me is responding this way. And it makes no sense at all because I have run so many different kinds of communities both online & offline over the years I don't know why this is different for me... Anyone else dealing with some crazy emotions while building your Skool? 😂