So I wanted to share with everyone a poem I wrote when 24 yrs ago when I was 13. It was written after I attempted. Dear God don't you let me close my eyes I'm still here I'm still alive I walked through the snow with a shattered soul. But still holding on to every word you told. I let this storm run to wild It dimmed my light it dimmed my fire Yet I'm still just a child My heart is wrapped full of shame But if I loose my way will you light my flame? Dear God don't turn away I'm on my knees I learned to pray With these cold cold hands And this broken core I'm just asking will you help me once more?

Good morning happy Wednesday. Haven’t been on here in a bit. Been really busy with my schooling and how weekend was very busy Friday. We went to a friend‘s wedding. It was beautiful the bride and the ground looks amazing. It was very low-key and relaxed and Saturday. My husband and I went to a walk-through Halloween thing not far from us. It was the first year. I did it lots of animatronics. It was really nice and it was fun. They are planning on doing a Christmas lunch. I hope that they really do cause I love Christmas just as much as Halloween but maybe more lol hope everyone’s having a wonderful day back to my schoolwork. Just wanted to happen and say hi.

Hope everyone has a wonderful start to a new week! I have quite the busy morning ahead of me but totally prepared to tackle anything. "Ride the energy of your own unique spirit."

Everyone in this community is a fierce warrior. Sometimes you won’t believe it, but I know you have been through struggles that would break and destroy most people. Reach out to me if I can help guide, I sure it move you in anyway. Love, light and blessings to all of you amazing people.

The last week has been an absolute struggle and challenge to show up an engage in life. My heart goes out to anyone who has or is experiencing depression for a day, a week, a month or for some years. Life showed up for me and a two year relationship with my girlfriend came to an end. I am grateful for all the love we shared, but have had to be so intentional to be positive and engage in my day. Otherwise l, I don’t want to do anything. God, friends, family and the 42 day mindset reset have been life savers. Come to the worship and celebrate Christ tomorrow at 8am MST, 9am CST or 10am EST Love you all.