So I wanted to share with everyone a poem I wrote when 24 yrs ago when I was 13. It was written after I attempted. Dear God don't you let me close my eyes I'm still here I'm still alive I walked through the snow with a shattered soul. But still holding on to every word you told. I let this storm run to wild It dimmed my light it dimmed my fire Yet I'm still just a child My heart is wrapped full of shame But if I loose my way will you light my flame? Dear God don't turn away I'm on my knees I learned to pray With these cold cold hands And this broken core I'm just asking will you help me once more?

I woke up to this this morning, out of my help others as it helps me this morning

How is everyone doing? 💛 For me. I am doing okay, this week has just been really odd with so many things but on a positive note, I start training for a new job next week :)

Good morning happy Wednesday. Haven’t been on here in a bit. Been really busy with my schooling and how weekend was very busy Friday. We went to a friend‘s wedding. It was beautiful the bride and the ground looks amazing. It was very low-key and relaxed and Saturday. My husband and I went to a walk-through Halloween thing not far from us. It was the first year. I did it lots of animatronics. It was really nice and it was fun. They are planning on doing a Christmas lunch. I hope that they really do cause I love Christmas just as much as Halloween but maybe more lol hope everyone’s having a wonderful day back to my schoolwork. Just wanted to happen and say hi.

Good morning family, Today is a day I never thought would come. I have worked for myself for 24 years and have not performed a job interview since February of 2001. I am proving to myself today that I am strength, I am worthy and I am capable of such great things. I know this to be true for all of us. So, I know that no matter what you are facing you will get through it because you are capable, you have the support of the lord and you have this community. Tell me something you have accomplished or intend to accomplish by the end of the year.