1) I my first response is to breath better and to have a greater physical peace. 2)Then to restate and experience divine integration. This is a memory of levels of past success. 3) I know this feeling and spirit comfort was real and authentic. Just the whole big picture is more ghost like now. Not so clear and easily self helpped like before. 4) To regain the resilience to to keep up with simple life goals. I used to sync into 3rd eye meditation so easily. 5) It seems like something is interfering. I've have been repeatedly working on chackra clearing. It seem much harder. 6) I do feel like it is worth the effort. I have a do or die motivation. 7) I've been developing a familiarity to a new animal spirit. The Bear. I imagination the bear as a steady loving spirit helper. 8) Helping me breath better. Get in and out of bed more easily. Giving me some stronger hope of more immediate improvement. More peace as I make what seems to be such great efforts. 9) I'm 68 year old. weigh 140 pounds now. I was 245 pounds just back in Jan 10th 2023 when my house was badly damaged by a tornado. I've been trying to make progress on building a smaller house. I find myself getting bogged up in details and not making the best progress. I even backed off on the home building to get a garden space started again. I wanted to retire working in the garden. Then giving away the food. 10) I was hoping a group experience might give me have more ideas, more motivation, and a more re-sealant attitude to keep going. In my younger years I was always attempting .... *with some success to heal people .... I would meet in daily experiences. 11) I feel very blessed to have landed on my feet so often. just not so sure in my direction. A bit of brain fog is creeping in. 12) I have to check myself not to act like a know it all. I have started to write a book many times. Not so good at that. I do need help .... just not sure what success will look like. {{{{ I would like collaboration from every member. Both new and old friends. }}}} And that I may be asking too much.

1) working. 2) Solutions did come. 3) My powerful loving grizzly bear was real enough to guide me to bed, then let me fall into a deep and restful sleep. 4) As I woke this morning My mind was doing garden chores in detail. Moving 4 turmeric pots closer to healthy pomegranate tree, shovel up the rebuilt soil into a rain gathering row next to pomegranate and "fig tree straightened out" that was partly buried under 3 years of tornado debris. 5) Rainbow light micro angels are adding color to my crown chackra. I see four lights zooming up and down my kundalini cord. 6) When I do heal powerfully the "breath" .... I will be able to help others make the same jump in improvement. :) If I die early it will be glorious! 7) The bear has been added to my "intimate spirit totem group". My Indian name is. "Wolf becomes, dolphin becomes, bat becomes hummingbird. becomes bear" 8) I breath better. A clear mind's eye view is sharpening again. 9) On the scales of success .... the scales of SPELL .... fall away from my eyes .... to view of non-ordinary vision too or two more. 10) even today I read of others healing abilities grow and become more useful for them. :) 11) "A bright steady internal sun" warms me and clears the once gloomy view .... opening now clear skies. 12) I know exactly what I need to know! My book of life is magnificent and meant to grow productive and sure. I will always be supplied with what I have a relationship with. 13) I already ponder over mysterious new ideas that are of the non-normal view of streaming perceptions. 14) I will also begin my collection of sacred sound bells. May they become sacred company to the chosen rattle sounds. This experience is exciting for me. ~ Gerald ~ 3-12-2026

I found that description helpful Thank you

@Brad Weyant "When the work is genuine, it doesn’t stay in the spiritual realm… it shows up in how we live, relate, and move through the world." ~ BW ~ 3-7-2026

Lol. O' the joy of seeing synchronicity in real time. Even if time is not real. The turn of a friendly card.

Wow. I'm a healer. Thank you for well placed words. Echoes of authentic ancestors are heard. Healing is not a deal. It is a treasured way to feel.~ KPS ~ 3-7-2026

@John Lavender Me too. Read the Bible all the way through. Even compared various interpretations. Different world play, and altered added writing. Saw so much SPELL. I then read everything I spend time learning on other oriental religions. Spirituality and philosophy. I always enjoyed shamanism. Had a white witch girl friend who claimed that I would have been raised shaman if we all were living in sacred tribes. Too bad that we are not-see trained to not miss that. Practicing shamanism has helped me grow. Still we all can form our own sacred tribes still. ~ KPS ~ 3-6-2026

@Jill Hart I live where the church scene of "Big Fish" was filmed. Both are movies are wonderful different movies. I enjoyed watching them both.