I created this little follow along Tai Chi class to help people destress. It's free/Pay What You Want. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Un6s0RkRMEk

I have been moved this weekend to offer free 40 Servants readings over all my social media. If you want one please let me know.

My nervous system is out of whack. I'm deeply traumatized and scared all the time. And because of this, I aim at the wrong things. I chase money and power when what I really need is peace and calm. Because the tool is not the state. If I can create the state then the tool becomes irrelevant. So I am experimenting with the ancient art of purposefully calming my ass down. I'm using The Monroe Institute's meditation app called Expand and using their bibaural beats to help me relax at least for a little bit each day. This may do no good but, it's worth a shot. I will outline my procedures and results here.

There's a practice called Deity Yoga. I'm gonna introduce it in a course soon. Generally I work with Bodhisattvas rather than gods. A Bodhisattva remains in the universe to serve the liberation of all beings. Gods are slightly lower on the ladder and they will often ask for things in return for their help. Bodhisattvas ask for nothing. This distinction is important for those who want to practice Deity Yoga.

Is magick real? Yes. Don’t be dumb of course it’s real. But does it work? Yes it always works but not in the way you often think it will. Magick is about focus, energy, and action. If you mean can I do magick for money and have the money just come to me without work? Anything is possible but I have never accomplished such a feat. That said, magick helped me focus and apply my energy to money making endeavors. So you could view it as a kind of funky mindgame that helps you get shit done. But sometimes weird things do happen. Things you can’t exactly explain. During an invocation of Hecate, I saw candles light themselves and one of the participants became possessed in some strange oracular way. Sometimes the Tarot or the I Ching or some other divinatory method tosses up an image or theme and then you see that very thing in your actual physical life. Sometimes the spirits talk. Or move tables. Or throw things. Those weird things indicate that something beyond my wishful thinking is at work. This said, many people will try to halfheartedly do a sigil or do some recipe style spell and nothing will happen. Magick is a practice. Like Yoga, meditation, martial arts, writing, or music. Banging away on a piano for ten minutes doesn’t disprove music and your lack of skill at the art doesn’t disprove magick. If it’s real then why doesn’t anyone research it? Because I could walk into any university holding hands with Bigfoot and a Black Eyed Kid and no one would look at either of them. There is no will to investigate the paranormal in academic circles. There’s no funding for it. And to even consider the evidence can cost you your reputation in serious research circles. I was once told an anecdote about a neuropsychologist who discovered a curious phenomenon. His clients helped their depression by changing their handwriting. It wasn't a cure or anything like that but it was a weird phenomenon he noted. He brought this to the attention of his colleagues and they nodded with interest.