He wants me to open up, tell him whats on my mind What’s heavy on my heart Only, I don’t know where I start. Missing my family, consistantly Taking loss after lesson. Trying to heal from childhood trauma Greiving myslef. Mental illness, addiction the yearning For anyone to really listen. Meanwhile, Betrayal almost daily We can talk about it all but, We wont get anywhere See, You’d rather interrogate me Behind your guilty conscience I can’t pretend anymore. It’s a sad day when I cant see A reason to talk to you Gee. I don’t want to live in defense, make it make sense. Conversations tense, ive got to be dense. To wish for change, when we Don’t activly pursue Happy We’re stuck in a rut, this pain in my gut Im seriously go nuts. But I love you Maybe, Silence and poetry Can help me