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My body is a temple. Ancient, crumbling, cursed and probably haunted I begged to be catered touched like no other hands of strength for my chaotic Witches cursed upon many resting faces to be valued like a saint like I was destined to be his fated mate My body is a temple. Ancient, crumbling, cursed and probably haunted Faced with the morals of tainted love grasped with designer flags The tomb is no longer holding like old rum its pursues the unfaithered and drowns them with there own hatred My body is a temple. Ancient, crumbling, cursed and probably haunted A value that not many can say they know For only certain hands can be placed upon such a sweet devil's body Addicted to pain yet the sorrow of cries to be loved right mixed with her night terrors howling into the cold winter night My body is a temple. Ancient, crumbling, cursed and probably haunted Wrote by ellay black

Sometimes my words fill your empty mouth, My strength gets you up on those difficult days, And my hope helps to carry you through, Because I love you, Sometimes it doesn’t, Sometimes none of me reaches any of you, Rejection and isolation become your sustenance, On those days ...... I love you, At times your eyes spark with the thought of a future, We drink and we dance, We fuck and we forget, They’re my favourite days by far, We love those days together, And once in a while it all becomes too much for you, You can’t see a way out of your own darkness, Everything in your head gets louder - and drowns out the hope you had, Those are the days I fear, I’m sorry I don’t have the answers, You said you wished I could fix you, But I can’t ......... fix you, I can’t fix you because your not broken, Your not lost or alone, You have depression, We live with your depression, We relish the good days and fight through the bad, We live for the moments and deal with the downs, But your not broken my sweet, Your you, Depression Is part of you right now, We can’t fight this battle with a heart of hate, We win this war with acceptance, We accept that some days you will need my words, Or my strength or my hope, Because every day I need you, All and every part of you. My heart burns so bright for you, A single flame but enough to shine a light in your darkness, Sometimes I wish things were different, That you didn’t feel this pain, Sometimes I wish I could carry it for you, But I’m thankful, I’m thankful that I have you as you are, Rather than not having you at all, Because I love you, And I’ll always shine in your darkness.

Was it me who said it’s unreal; hard for me to feel, afraid to chill, because your mouth can’t conceal, you’re too quick to reveal the unreal? Just a thought I’m already caught up; too damn far into this denial fuck naive like a child, with my one tracked mind thinking, but I stare so hard to keep from blinking. My heart is sinking further honestly discovering I only want one lover The unfailing Love effectiveness brings such an unaccomplished bliss Would it be so stupid, to diss the touch, or hold, is it crazy of me to be bold, as to tell a lie just to get by? You’ve been my comfort , a friend in some ways healed this crazy heart of years of trauma tearing me apart! The unfailing you’re almost unreal.