He wants me to open up, tell him whats on my mind
What’s heavy on my heart
Only, I don’t know where I start.
Missing my family, consistantly
Taking loss after lesson.
Trying to heal from childhood trauma
Greiving myslef.
Mental illness, addiction the yearning
For anyone to really listen.
Meanwhile, Betrayal almost daily
We can talk about it all but,
We wont get anywhere
See, You’d rather interrogate me
Behind your guilty conscience
I can’t pretend anymore. It’s a sad day when I cant see
A reason to talk to you Gee.
I don’t want to live in defense, make it make sense.
Conversations tense, ive got to be dense.
To wish for change, when we
Don’t activly pursue Happy
We’re stuck in a rut, this pain in my gut
Im seriously go nuts. But I love you
Maybe,
Silence and poetry
Can help me